Reblogging cause I have more to say than will fit in that little space- I think you’re just becoming more self aware, kind of like you said. You’re realizing you’re not who you used to be, but in what is probably the best way. It’s much better to look back at yourself and say, “I’m glad that I’ve moved past ______ part of who I was so that I am _____ now.” Right?
I still think you should write letters and things, even if you don’t intend to send them. Hell, you COULD send some of them if it’s necessary or you feel like they deserve it, or that you won’t move past it without telling them. Whatever best helps you get these feelings out that you can’t really release any other way.
Right, I agree with your first paragraph (well the whole thing, actually, I’m just addressing this first). It’s just that, in thinking of how I’ve changed, it just surfaces how I used to feel about things and things that happened that I’d so much rather forget. It’s just kind of hard to compartmentalize the feelings, you know? Like being glad with how I’ve grown versus the anger of remembering what I’ve grown from. If that makes sense. Ugh words.
I will probably have to write letters at some point, even if it’s not to send them. I’m just a little afraid to dive even deeper to this stuff.
I’m just sick of being angry =/ It’s no fun.
Sometimes you’ve got to get down deep first though to get rid of the feelings? You might have to get really really angry before you can come out on the other side <3
I know it’s not. It sucks.
Tag stealer.
But I guess I can forgive you because of your support. Thank you <3
:c I forgot cause I was just talking to you instead of something else…. don’t be mean….
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ignorethegrin reblogged this from chocolatedippedpenciltips and added:
:c I forgot cause I was just talking to you instead of something else…. don’t be mean….
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chocolatedippedpenciltips reblogged this from ignorethegrin and added:
Tag stealer. But I guess I can forgive you because of your support. Thank you
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